Well, I guess this is one way to get myself to write down what's going on in this crazy life I lead. God has sent me on some funny paths. Married twice, divorced twice and now in an amazing relationship with someone who means the world to me. I'm sure many people thought that I got involved too soon after my divorce, heck I know that many people talked about it and I just got to the point where I had to say WHO CARES? My life is my life and I'll be damned if I was going to live it unhappily. Why would I want my girls, who mean the world to me, to grow up seeing me unhappy in my relationship? I want them to experience what true love means and even more what it looks like. I wasn't looking for Jake when he came into my life, but there he was. Someone that I could talk to. He understood what I was going through as he was going through the same sort of situation. He listened when I talked. We spent hours upon hours on the phone getting to know each other and we naturally fell in love. He captured my heart and even thinking about it makes me tear up. He's my angel, sent from above. For a long time I listened to my sister talk about how she still gets excited to see her husband come home every night. Now I know exactly what she is talking about. Every time I see Jake walk through the door my heart races. Every time I feel his kisses on my forehead at 4:30am when he gets home from work, I feel like I'm the luckiest girl alive. He has given me a gift of love that I have never felt. I am 100% confident in our relationship and know without a doubt that he was heaven sent. God had a plan in our meeting, in our coming together and in our relationship being what it is. When he wraps his arms around me it's the safest feeling in the world. And even more than that, he loves my girls as his own and they adore him.
We've grown as family since Jake has come into our lives. We spend hours laughing and having fun with each other. We act goofy and it's so much fun having a house full of giggles.
So where will our crazy life end up next...well, I bought a house in Tiffin. It will become OUR HOME. A fresh start on a life that I've only dreamed of. I'm excited for our future. I'm excited for my Happily Every After...Take 3.
